Monday 2 March 2009

weekend

im happier today. well. i say happier. my backs stopped bein an inconvenience, and nothing has made me angry for a few days. that itself is unusual. mind you i had an episode with a netgear wireless router not wanting to accept its ip address, but im more intelligent than windows xp, so no biggie. i lost an entire day to a tv series yesterday. 12 hours of carnivale, anyone whos not seen it, give it a go. anyone who dont like it, fair enough, anyone who did will understand. now i cant just watch an episode of....... i need to see it thru. id rather not watch it at all til its out on dvd. films are the same. i loose count of how many rubbish films ive seen. i cant just switch off. thats the kind of man youre dealing with here people. i have to run it to the end. im exactly the same with relationships. not just the kissykissy kind, but they usually end with a bang! ill always watch the credits. for me there is no parting as friends. we are either still friends who no longer swap bodily fluids, or at the end of kissykissy relationships, i see no point. lets be honest here. we became friends so i could see what her pants taste like, and stayed friends so i could keep tastin them. is that a crime? so in this instance, read series for date. i dont really like dates. all this whining ad dining meelark. one day shell complain that we dont do that anymore. i find the best way, for me of course, and i suggest that the faint-hearted dont try this, i tell them straight out of the gate, if at anytime they are unhappy, they are free to go. no arguments, no raised voices, no scenes. its just not worth the agro to me. ill fight you, whoever you are, i dont care how big you are. as long as there is a point. forgetting flowers on a birthday is not a point and i will not fall out over it. want to argue? why? we will make up anyway, or, theres the door, use it. no blame, no shame, no game. i invite them along on stuff im going to be doing anyway. all mammals eat, drink, sleep, fight, bleed and fornicate. at the end of a relationship, they always end up resenting the things they found amusing. i had a girl tell me once she hated me doing pills. guess what id given her on our first date? exactly. i cant abide hypocrisy in others. i thought we were talkin about films. i prefer music to films. infinitely. but at the moment, my problem is NOTHING moves me. its awful. i have a lot of stuff knocking around here. none of it is doing it for me. well. im off for a cig. then ive got some german film from the 70s or czeck from the 60s. why cant music be more like that? so good people. a bientot.

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